So, I was trying to think of the best way to tell The Internet that I seemed to have succeeded in getting pregnant again. I took about 4,000 tests this week and all of them were slightly positive (this was after making sure that the last miscarriage/chemical pregnancy had successfully cleared the pipes), and I wanted to wait to make sure that I was able to tell my real life readers before I informed The Internet.

I know a lot of people stay mum about pregnancy in it’s earliest form, so as not to have to retract the statement later on, should something go wrong. I don’t generally subscribe to this philosophy as the people that I would typically inform would be the very same people I would lean on should something go wrong.

And by the fact that this is the first that many of my real friends are reading this should tell you that I no longer have good news to tell you any longer.

It looks like the critter formerly occupying my uterus is flying the coop. The spotting began shortly after returning home with the elder sausages from a matinee (it was Iron Man, and it was phenomenal) and although it was the very palest of pink, it was there when I wiped.

I suppose that the dream was fun while it lasted.

You’ll have to excuse my absence from your blogs; I don’t seem to have a whole lot good to say right now.

I did my best, it wasn’t much
I couldn’t feel, so I tried to touch
I’ve told the truth, I didn’t come to fool you
And even though
It all went wrong
I’ll stand before the Lord of Song
With nothing on my tongue but Hallelujah

-Leonard Cohen, “Hallelujah”

45 thoughts on “Oops, I Did It Again.

  1. Oh for fucks sake, that sucks ass Becky. I know there isn’t much I can say to make it better but know that I am flipping off the universe on your behalf today, bastards.

  2. I am SO FREAKING SORRY. I recently had a “missed miscarriage” (though I didn’t miss it, I completely noticed it) and it really hurts. I wish I could do or say something to make it all better. If you want to ‘talk’ then you know where to find me. xoxo

  3. That blows. Really, I am sorry. I just don’t get why this has to be so hard for some of us. Thinking of you. Hugs.

  4. I’m so very sorry Becky. You’ll be in my thoughts and my prayers. Sending many virtual hugs your way. If you need anything you know where to find me.

  5. Man, I hate to read this, Beck. Maybe it’s not though? I’m hoping for you. Big hugs from down South, sweetie.

  6. Beck, I’m really sad for you. BUT…are you sure? cause I spotted for the first 10 weeks of my second pregnancy and it didn’t end up meaning anything. I’m hoping for good news.

  7. Friggity squid shit. I’m sorry. I wish I had the right words for you but I can’t begin to grasp the sucktitude of this. I’m thinking of you.

  8. Becs, that just blows. Not much more to say than that. You got kicked in the nuts last month and now again.

    Fantastic song choice, by the way…love LC.

  9. I have no words, but I’m thinking of you. How sucky!! Suckity suck suck suck. (This is me cussing for you, but you know, there’s a three year old in my house, who can probably read minds.)

  10. Damn that sucks big time! Damn Becky I am so flippin sorry! Maybe JUST maybe, it’s normal… I spotted tons with the twins! ya never know! Hugs from here!

    Hey! I can order a steak for you… ๐Ÿ˜€ HUGS again from here…

  11. I’m sorry too. I wish there was something I could say or do. Please let me know if you need anything! I might take you up on your offer a while back to come over and make cookies and play Lincoln Logs – want company? Of course, you always have company – but, well, let me know if you need anything!

  12. I’m so sorry, Becky. I can’t imagine what it must feel like to have to deal with something like that… but I know your positive attitude will bring you through it. And in the meantime, you’ll be in my prayers.

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