I’m spotting.

I’m extending my middle finger to The Universe right now.

I will be going to the doctor tomorrow morning to follow up on all of this. While the spotting has stopped for now, I have little faith that things will be well. It’s either self-preservation or just “knowing something isn’t right,” but either way, I’m resigned to losing this pregnancy.

And I literally do not know what I’m going to do.

46 thoughts on “Just To Fuck With Me *updated*

  1. Happens a lot. One woman in my office had a full period every two weeks through her pregnancy (I KNOW… ) and has a teenage son now to drive her nuts from it.

    I’ll have a good thought.

  2. Keeping you in my thoughts. I hope this turns out to be nothing more than just basic, non-harmful (though no less shit-your-pants scary) spotting.

  3. Nope. I’m waving my magical lucky chicken bones of sausagembro (uh… you know what I mean) fortitude and all shall be well. It will all be fucking WELL.

    Everything better be ok, damn it.


  4. No no no… It’s nothing. Totally normal. Just a little spotting, means nothing, no bad stuff, everything is fine.

    Universe, are you listening? It means NOTHING!

    I’ll be thinking of you.

  5. I’m thinking of you! *hugs*
    I had spotting with my daughter and everything was okay, I know how scary it is. Are you going to your doctor?

  6. Oh, hon. I was wondering what your Tweet meant…I’ll hold your hand virtually until you have more news. I know that fear all too well.

  7. I’m so sorry. I will still send positive thoughts your way in hopes that this is all a fluke.

    This just happened to my sister too. We are waiting to see what will happen with her. ๐Ÿ™

  8. Well, I am refusing to believe anything besides everything is fine. And I’ll be checking back obsessively. Hugs to you, Becky, because it’s shit to be worried in the first place.

  9. I will lend you my personal philosophy, the one I use when it comes to my in-laws – expect the worst, and hope for the best. That way, you’ll be pleasantly surprised when things go your way, and if they don’t, you already knew it.

    Things are gonna go your way. You’ve been through this enough. Your quota is full.

  10. well fuck. I am also voting (because your uterus is a democracy, RIGHT?!!!) that it is nothing exciting. Just a little whatever left over from some crazy embryo party/rager that went down on the weekend.


    thinking of you

  11. I am praying it’s nothing.

    I bled a puddle on the floor in front of my second grade students and still went on to give birth to Jacob.

    Still don’t know what caused it, and I’m hoping you’re having some sort of flukey crazy shit too.

  12. So sorry you are going thru this rollercoaster!

    I pray it is just a fluke & your little bean is doing just fine! ๐Ÿ™‚

  13. Oh Becky… hoping that the spotting is nothing. PLEASE update me when you can…until then I’ll continue to pray for you. *hugs*

  14. Maintaining crossed appendages, continuing to hope for something good.

    Whatever happens, Becky, we’re here with you.

  15. It’s nothing, nothing, nothing. It has to be! I’m sending my really positive Sassy vibes your way that I save for big occassions such as this. The universe doesn’t dare fuck with them.

  16. Oh man. Many women have spotted and gone on to have perfectly healthy and happy babies. So I will keep hoping that this is the case for you and will expect an update ASAP. Until then………keep resting. Hang in there Becky. Try not to stress, but I know it’s hard. Ugh. I’ll be thinking of you.

  17. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. FUCK. Holding out hope, Becky, that this is just the universe playing a stupid, awful joke. Fucker.

  18. *sigh*…Usually I’m don’t say much with times such as this one. I would however hang out with you and just chat. Being that this is not possible, I’ll just hope for the best.

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