Hi Aunt Becky!
Is there a way to subscribe to your blog via email? I didn’t see it, but thought I’d ask on the off chance I missed it.
Thank you for pointing that issue out. Like my blogroll, which has gone missing, I think the email subscription is now back in black. Er…no. But it’s back. Go to the bottom of my sidebar and you’ll see it.
Dear Aunt Becky,
Lately my best friend has been analyzing my relationship with my boyfriend and has deemed him unworthy of my time. I strongly disagree with her as I know for a fact that her idea of a relationship is vastly different than mine and that I am QUITE happy in my relationship.
See, I believe a relationship is a two-way street, we both give and we both take. My boyfriend is wonderful and always gives more than takes.
Her view of a relationship is that the female (aka herself) is the end all be all and if it isn’t her way, then it’s the highway. Her current boyfriend has bought her a car, paid for her school’s tuition, let her room in his house for 8 months without doing anything for the household and currently buys her and her family food. I cannot think of one thing that she has given him besides her time.
Because my boyfriend does not do all of this for me (heaven forbid that he works and makes money that he saves so that we can own a house one day!) she believes I am unhappy.
She’s so convinced that I need a new bf who will do this for me that a few weeks ago she told me about a guy who wants to take me out for coffee and she told me I should do it – while I’m still with my bf!
Now, I know our ideas of relationships are different, and I know she is looking out for the best of me but how do I tell her that I value our friendship but I want her to back the fuck off of me so that I can be happy with my bf?
I would tell your best friend exactly what you think, since she seems to have no trouble telling you what she thinks. There are no two relationships that are exactly the same – nor should they be. That’d be like expecting that every brunette is brilliant or every blond is ditzy.
If you’re not unhappy in your relationship – which it sounds like you’re not – tell her so and if she insists that you are, ask her politely to drop the matter. There’s no reason to debate this. You’re not unhappy. Period. Back off. Period.
You don’t have to be a bitch about it, just tell her the truth.
Good luck, Prankster.
Dear Aunt Becky,
Let me start by saying that I love my husband.
We’ve been married for almost 15 years and have 4 kids. He is my best friend. Truly. But. There’s always a but, right? I have had this on and off contact (via mail or email only – no phone, no face to face ever) with my high school boyfriend for oh, the last 20 years. This isn’t a “reconnected on facebook now want to dump my husband” thing. This is an, “I have loved this guy for over half of my life, what do I do now” thing.
I have always been a very private person. I have always kept a lot to myself. My husband was aware of the deep connection I had with my HS BF, even knew that we kept in touch for several years into our marriage. He was not threatened by this, as the HS BF lives about 2000 miles away. There have been times when we wouldn’t be in touch for a couple of years, but then, with a random email or a text – we pick right back up where we left off. I have never physically been unfaithful to my husband.
This feels unfaithful though, and I am horrified. I feel like within the past year, the (virtual) relationship with the HS BF has taken a turn, and we’ve become much closer.
He wants to see me.
Can you be in love with two people? I know you are going to say I am a terrible wife, mother, friend. I know you are going to say that there is a reason we broke up in the first place, I KNOW all of that in my heart. But I cannot seem to let this guy go! What is wrong with me?? I KNOW that seeing him can only hurt someone that I honest to God love deeply, my best friend, my husband. And my kids. I’m so lost. I feel so selfish. I think about my HS BF constantly. We chat (virtually) every day. It’s like I have compartmentalized these two relationships, and I am afraid to make any decisions. I do not want to lose my HS BF. Please, please just be mean to me and tell me I’m scum. I’m so ashamed. But I can’t walk away from either of them.
I don’t know what to do…
I don’t think you’re scum. I don’t even think you’re mean – I think you’re confused. And understandably so.
However, you need to take stock of your virtual relationship with your high school boyfriend and decide what it is, really, that you’re getting out of it. Is it an escape? A friendship? Someone who makes you feel special?
Once you do some deep soul-searching, I think you need to come clean to each of them. Yeah, I know, it sounds scary as fuck, but you don’t have much of a choice. Let me tell you that living a life of duplicity isn’t exactly easy or fun. So stop doing it.
Take some time off to just think. Don’t contact your high school boyfriend, take a weekend away to a nice hotel WITHOUT HIM IN IT and just THINK. What is it that you want? What will make you happy? What do you need?
Once you can answer these questions, I think you’ll be able to see what it is you must do next.