I’m still spotting, more than I was before.

I don’t even know where to begin to explain how I feel now. I feel fucked.

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32 thoughts on “And It Continues.

  1. Becky…my thoughts are with you! I can’t imagine how worried you are right now…but I am thinking positive thoughts & I’m sure several months from now once the little sausage makes his/her grand entrance this will all be a distant memory!

    Take care 🙂

  2. Did the tech say *how* small? did the doctor say you could expect more spotting? When and what to be concerned?

    Is it possible this is placenta previa or something like that?

    I’m so sorry this is sucking. Who can you talk to who can give you some answers?

    I’m so sorry you feel so fucked. It’s such a headgame. Thinking of you.

  3. You’re not alone
    Together we stand
    I’ll be by your side, you know I’ll take your hand
    When it gets cold
    And it feels like the end
    There’s no place to go
    You know I won’t give in
    No I won’t give in

    Keep holding on
    ‘Cause you know we’ll make it through, we’ll make it through
    Just stay strong
    ‘Cause you know I’m here for you, I’m here for you
    There’s nothing you could say
    Nothing you could do
    There’s no other way when it comes to the truth
    So keep holding on
    ‘Cause you know we’ll make it through, we’ll make it through

    So far away
    I wish you were here
    Before it’s too late, this could all disappear
    Before the doors close
    And it comes to an end
    With you by my side I will fight and defend
    I’ll fight and defend
    Yeah, yeah

    Keep holding on
    ‘Cause you know we’ll make it through, we’ll make it through
    Just stay strong
    ‘Cause you know I’m here for you, I’m here for you
    There’s nothing you could say
    Nothing you could do
    There’s no other way when it comes to the truth
    So keep holding on
    ‘Cause you know we’ll make it through, we’ll make it through

    Hear me when I say, when I say I believe
    Nothing’s gonna change, nothing’s gonna change destiny
    Whatever’s meant to be will work out perfectly
    Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

    La da da da
    La da da da
    La da da da da da da da da

    Keep holding on
    ‘Cause you know we’ll make it through, we’ll make it through
    Just stay strong
    ‘Cause you know I’m here for you, I’m here for you
    There’s nothing you could say
    Nothing you could do
    There’s no other way when it comes to the truth
    So keep holding on
    ‘Cause you know we’ll make it through, we’ll make it through

    Keep holding on
    Keep holding on

    There’s nothing you could say
    Nothing you could do
    There’s no other way when it comes to the truth
    So keep holding on
    ‘Cause you know we’ll make it through, we’ll make it through

    i BELIEVE THIS BABY WILL MAKE IT..HEARTBEAT, AND MORNING SICKNESS IS A GOOD SIGN..SPOTTING SHMOTTING..
    i STILL HAVE THE HOPE FOR YOU AND THIS BABY IN MY HEART.

  4. It’s possible that you have a subchorionic bleed, I had ine and I spotted then passed a huge clot then spotted for weeks after. I know TMI, but it’s at least worth thinking about. Sometimes they can’t see them on an u/s until after it has passed. But before they figured out what it was, I was in the docs office pretty much every day making them check to see if everything baby wise was still ok. If your doc has an ounce of compassion, they will bring you back in tomorrow for the same reason. Don’t let them get away with the “some women just spot during pg” line, it’s your $, your insurance and most importantly, your baby. They work for you and it’s not going to hurt them or cost them anything to check you as often as you want.
    I am keeping good thoughts for you and the little McBecky:)
    You know where to find me if you need me.

  5. I just dropped in through another blogger’s list, and I’m sorry to see you’re having such a stressful time right now.

    I went through the same exact thing, and I know how you feel… at least, I can imagine how you are feeling.

    Best wishes for a happy outcome.

  6. I think it’s normal to have spotting after a wanding. We’ll keep praying though.

    Why your kids gotta take after their momma so freakin’ early? The Daver must have some seriously recessive genes!

  7. Oh shit. Hang in there… like I said – I had spotting with my Boo and she was born 5 days LATE.
    I know that for me, after my miscarriage, I didn’t relax until I was WELL into my second trimester and even then I was convinced something would be wrong.
    You have a lot of people pulling for you. HUGE HUGS, I’m thinking of you!

  8. Make sure you tell your doc. Sure they may affirm that it’s related to the wanding, but I know that offers no real piece of mind.

    Drink lots of water and keep your feet up if you can for the next 24-48 hours, but let your doc know that you would like another us soon.

  9. Ah, sweetie. I will keep you and the Sausagebryo in my thoughts. Please try to rest as much as possible; I think you were probably right that the wanding may be at fault for this, and I’ll be praying for it to stop soon.

  10. Um… it’s only natural to feel fucked… you have a Sausagebryo inside you. (Didn’t anyone ever explain to you how it got there?)

    OK… maybe joking isn’t appropriate, but sometimes laughter is the best medicine.

    I’m no doctor, but the suggestions above about the spotting being caused by the exam sound plausible to me.

  11. Hang on sweetie. I had spotting with my DD and she is now a crazy 4 yr old. It was awful but like your exam said I too was closed up tighter then Ft Knox. This could just be in relation to the adbnormal cells and nothing to do with the bean. My thoughts are with you. I was told to take it easy as much as possible. I noticed if I walked too much then I’d spot a lot more. {{HUGS}}

  12. I am sorry you are going through this period of doubt and concern. I hope the very very best for you. I hope and pray all is okay.

    Please let us know what the doc says.

  13. FUCK. Idon’t know what else to say…

    ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

  14. For the love of . . . . I’m with people above who suspect 1) exam, and 2) Subchorionic bleed. And sometimes techs don’t really “get” that there might be, you know, OTHER STUFF lurking around the baby that they’re measuring and don’t think to look or know what to look for. I’m now completely spacing how far along you are, but any way you could schedule one of these with a maternal fetal doc who knows a bit more? I’m really sorry. Nothing like having the potty break be your stress of the day. Out to relight my F-OFF bonfire.

  15. I am here everyday checking and praying and hoping. I don’t know what else to say but just know that your story has touched me and I keep your family in my prayers.

  16. I know it doesn’t encourage you to hear it, but it is normal, especially after an internal exam. Keep hanging in there — I know it’s tough. Did your doc ever call to discuss the ultrasound results?

  17. I’m so so sorry you are going through this. I know exactly how you feel.

    Pulling for you here, as hard as possible.

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